new term begins~

we changed a good overseas teacher~ LACEY~

she is a good and cute teacher always using different method to teach us~

well, for her good teaching I decide to take the IELTS exam in JULY~~ I broght many books related to Cambrige IELTS, and I do listening and reading everyday. It is boring, but i know it is a good way to improve my english level, if i want to get 6.5, stop here! and I will go to wash my clothes.

 

PS: I am much fat than before~~~oh god!!! please bless me keep weight~~~

 

there has a soooooooooooooo long time I do not up date my blog

in the new year, i hope, everything will be ok and the god bless me will not catch the fluenza anymore~~

今天我想你了，那是在睡梦中一次次醒来时想到你，有人说每天醒来第一个想到的人就是最深爱的人，我想那个人一定是你，因为你一次次的出现在我的脑海，一次次的走进我的梦中，我每每想抓住你时，梦就醒了。

今天我想你了，那是在我工作的时候，我情不自禁的笑了，因为你和我交谈时毫无保留的语调，象个大孩子，在你面前我无须掩饰自己的情绪和情感。

今天我想你了，那是在我吃饭的时候，我会担心现在的你还饿着肚子在玩电脑，好想跟你在一起看着你吃东西，让你的心和身体一起感受那份温暖和我的爱。

今天我想你了，那是在睡前，望着头顶的月亮不知你是否也在这样的夜晚想起这样的我，会回忆我们最初最真挚的爱情故事而会心的笑吗。

今天我想你了。。。。。

I havn't writen any blog item for a looooooooong loooooooooong time. At first, i think im wrong, i do wrong to my boyfriend, i do not take care of him, i thinked things that havn't happen, but now the turth told me that he changed ...........

 

SO WHAT SHOULD I DO?

THROW HIM AWAY???

 

5 YEARS.....since i known him, i really don't want to this..........

 

 

this piece of blog was deleted............

so ...........

i do not know where my love has gone^^^^^^^^^^

 

I had beem looking forward for a lang time, and today the labor's day came! At frist, I thought, I would have 7 days for having a break, because under the strong pressure I have stadied for so long time. well, I also have got lost in my living. It seems that my father force me to give up my music studing, and break my dream. I don't what I can do and which major I will take.   

 

well, my mother didn't feel very well, and today I bought vegetables, cooked meal, cleaned the floor, and did some washing~~  In the evening of the 3th May my brother will come home from Jinan. My parents and I will go to the station to me him and then celerbrating him coming back, for he often having few days hoilday in a whole year.

 

well that's all for today, I want to go bed now~

 

 

 

 

好久没有写什么东西了~~In March 除了考专业，应对PETS 3的考试，还要到学校学习基础文化知识。时间很紧、学习辛苦，睡眠不足，可这些似乎并不能怎么难为我。

 

虽然意外就如同当头棒喝，可我出奇的平静，以至于让我自己都难以相信我有这么的坚强。

 

首先要对一直关心我的亲人还有朋友们说声“I am terrible sorry! ”我没有考上Ocean University of China的Music Department，让大家失望了。

 

PETS 3的考试似乎通过没有什么问题~ 3月份就这么run away~

 

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MY NEW AIM

 

Because I didn't past the interview, I decided to go aborad to go no my further education------------Australia. Well, now I must take the IELTS, and get 6.0.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

A  FRIEND

 

Accepts you as you are.

Believes in you.

Calls you just to say "hi."

Doesn't give up on you.

Envisions the whole of you (even the unfinished parts).

Forgives your mistakes.

Gives unconditionally.

Helps you.

Invites you over.

Just likes being with you.

Keeps you close at heart.

Loves you for who you are.

Makes a difference in your life.

Never judges you.

Offers support.

Picks you up.

Quiets your fears.

Raises your spirits.

Says nice things about you.

Tells you the truth when you need to hear it.

Understands you.

Values you.

Walks beside you.

X-plains things you don't understand.

Yells when you won't listen.

Zaps you back to reality.

 

If kisses were water,
I will give you sea.
If hugs were leaves,
I will give you a tree.
If you love a planet,
I will give you a galaxy,
If friendship is life,
I will give you mine.

In my life I learned how?
To love to smile to be happy to be strong
to work hard to be honest to be faithful to forgive
but I couldn't learn howto stop rembering you.

There are many stars but the moon is you.
There are many friends but the best is you.
To forget me that's up to you.
To forget you I will never ever do.

You may be out of my sight,
but not out of my heart,
You may be out of my reach but not out of my mind.
I may mean nothing to you but you will always be special to me!
Sometimes my mind asked why?
I miss you, Why?
I care for you, Why?
I remember you then my heart answered its simply
because you are a sweet friend!

 

 

There were more than a week I have not update my blog~~ This is beacuse i want to get a better mark then go into a better university,and there were somethings upset in my family,and also my sprite were not very well, during those passing days.

 

well, those days a boy always beside me, and he gave me his hand, help me, encourage me to go out of the stress which my family have gaven to me. well, those day he sent me text message, asked me if I feel good or not, told me something laughing, and said good night to me when I wanted to go sleep. Even though we can see each other everyday, he still gave me call every morning, for I always stay up late, in order to go to school on time he gives me call at 5:30 everyday.

 

I always be a shy person when love or some other things happen, and beacuse we will all have to go though the university enterance exam so we don't tell each other what the ideas we have got, love included. Now I just hope that we'll all get a better achivement!!!!!

 

Although he is not my bf now, I still want to say thanks to him. thanks for everything you have gaven to me!

well those days i find myself have a bad sense to live alive~ I have lost all my enthusiasm of life...

i think death maybe a better way for me than keep alive~

but i know i should not have get this opinion... that still so hard for me.....

well~ i really do not know why my english teacher(Ma) always give me a low mark on my composition; but today I know the turth---------she can not understand, use,and know the words and grammar what I have adopted in my article!

 

The world is tooooooooooooooo small~ that makes her 2 students met!If you read my formerly blog you may find that I have mentioned I am studying PETS III, and what make things more interesting is my teacher called MR.GUO who teach me PETS is also a students of MS.MA who is my classmaster!  about a week ago~ when I attended PETS cause I said that my classmaster always said there were so much grammar which a student from senior school have never learned and I always used the word which are not used frequently. while I said this MR.GUO laughed, said your teacher is really a 棒槌 （how do we often say it in English?）what she knew is just nothing! Because a teacher from University must have much more knowledge than that from a senior school so I believe in MR.GUO!! and he admited me bring my article and give it to him, to see if there were soooo much faults.

  

Well so, I brought my article to MR.GUO today, to my surprise there were only 3 faults! The full mark of an composition is 30 but she just give me 5!  Terrible isn't it?!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

也许！
因为起步的那一瞬间就明白不会再走第二次

所以，
不管结果会怎样
不管脚印里留着怎样的记忆
我都不会后悔
我曾做出的选择……

 

就算！

我流着甜到哀伤的泪
我也心甘情愿相信着这样的真理：

宁愿微笑着流泪面对，也不会哀伤的哭泣，说着I am regret doing that!

 

我会坚强的走下去，因为有很多关心，爱护我的人在支持着我！谢谢你们！

"why life are like this" I asked myself several times. As we all know bron, oldness, illness,and death is a process of our whole life, however when the fortunate occured to me I still fond it was all of a sudden.

 

I don't know how to discrib my expression, and I could not feel nothing but grievous and sad.There was no omen at all, why it come so quickly? Yet I have still though it was a vicious dream. Just 2 hours! what happened in such a short time?!  Myocardial infarction deprived the life of my grandma... We have not got ready for receiving it, why she gose so quickly and without any words?! How could I put up with this?!

Our test have been concluded~~finally~~~  this is why i am being happy today~~

 

do not know what to do, so just keep on a blog~~  well, before we had english exam, the monitor asked me if I would lent  my moible phone to him; I lent it ,but it was confiscated by the classmaster,for my monitor used it to sent text when the exam was being. but our teacher didn't take offens with me, because i didn't know the monitor would sent the answer to others student. Hsiao also asked me to lent him my moible phone today, but this wasn't have the same reason. Hsiao asked me for it,because he wanted to transfer the texts, he had had got, to my SIM card; for he wanted to buy a new moible phone, and thought those texts were very important. I laughed when I heard that he said, and I have being fond save text is a stupid thing,and I have never got the habit.

 

 

 

 

 这是今年冬天收到的第一件gift~~~（不过真的有点舍不得用~~放在脚上....可惜啊~Hsiao, thank U ）

 

Well~~ by the way~~ Since I have come here, so show you another picture. Appared as following,  This a view of sun-set out off my bedroom window~ really beautiful isn't it?~ (卧室窗外的日落)

 

 

 

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Feeling better today,but I still find I cannot fall asleep easilly, so I start to write my blog now.

 

Well~~~ It happans on my way home after school by car, because of to offer my seat to a little girl，I have almost been threw down when the bus is passing the extreme turns. Fortunately, Hsiao is beside me,supporting me. But, he holds my waist. (well~~ Hsiao! you occupies me 便宜！)

 

I have been thinking VERY VERY HARD those days, trying to get an idea

into my head for the name of "qd.sleepya"
well!!!! I finally kown who he is now!!!! ---------------丁一！haha~