As the title shows, it is also a stay-up all night. I do not feel tired, though there was only a nearly 4 hours sleeping last night

I have been dreaming all the time since i was bron, i wake up many time, and some of the dreams  become ture, some come to buffer...

This time, Im still dreaming for my precious one, I have been looked for you, and god sent me you as my gift, which makes my dreams came real...

my precious, im thinking of your tough, im missing your kisses, im feeling you besides me but i cannot hold you tight

"your beauty is always beyound compare" it sung by Yuri Chika, positively i know your beauty of nature, beauty of heart, i hear your voice through the phone feeling your enthusiasm of love, and i know you are sleeping far away from me without your heart and your mind, cause i keep your soul.

i will waiting for the day when u coming back, it will not so far. i hope we could stay together no matter the times river going through ages, i pray for our future many times,  i pray for walking hand-in-hand, im expect to having a family with you as receiving wishes from friend...

meteor shower is coming soon, from Ursae Minoris... I wish u a well healthy, I wish u a bright career, I wish our love is going strong...
and a good night, soon.. good morining, and more......

Xiao, I love you!

 

不知道怎么想用这个名字的，昨天脑袋里回响了一天Daniel Powter那沙哑的嗓音
终于有了Free的感觉了，小奚不再给我打电话，不再发信息给我，不再来学校胡闹
终于安心了下来，可以用自己喜欢的生活方式过日子，不再慌张，不再彷徨。

“心”生活，有他的日子总是快乐的，想念是长长的，记忆里的温柔是甜甜的
他还是那个样子，喜欢牵着我的手在街上走，喜欢突然的冒出来给我惊喜
让周围的人羡慕，也让周围的人嫉妒
她们羡慕我的完美爱情，嫉妒我有空气加湿器


前几天我们都病了，病的不轻
暴饮暴食的他肠痉挛，不要温度的我发高烧
他买了双面包鞋～ 说是初中就喜欢

心，他的心

我想他了，总是情不自禁的就会想
他不在我的身边我就每天写一封短信，折一颗心，串起来，把思念连在一起


期末的日子总是艰难的～ 我又有好多的作业
笨小者还有re-work
时而也放松一下，昨天看了他也想读的杜拉斯的《广场》
没有他的日子我的生活总是平淡的，出奇的平淡，只有他能给我那种力量，那种激情

宿舍里的同学一个个还是怪怪的～
也许我才是怪怪的，不看娱乐八卦，不吃零食，不无聊的逛街，不做yenta

今天下课直接出去了，买了4个苹果，一个菠萝，一本本子，两支好用耐用的中性水笔。。。
我伟大的工程，即将开始⋯⋯

well, recently~ i just find i really made a bad decision that i fall in love the a boy who can not understand me and im just want to hide the love for TsouHsiao inside my heart, so i chose him, i hurt his feeling. Fortunately, i correct my fault like i re-do my assessment in university in time.

im... i mean, for TsouHsiao, it's really a wonderful period we had when we read in 19 middle school, iv been thought it was long long ago, but when i recall him, his eyes, his voice, all these i did are still fresh as they happened yesterday, and now i still can tough him, embrace him,and i still love in him, definitely.

i will be with him for ever i promise him,i recognize he is the only one i have been looking for so long, i lose him, lose my love, and now i re-find my love. unless there is not a breath, i will not be separated from him, no matter what happens~

I love TsouHsiao for ever~ I swear here~~

um~~ um~~ um~~

these days, i missed him so much, though i have much work to do, book in the flight for my sister, pick up my brother on the station, buy ticket for him, invite him dinner, and lots of assessments to do.... moreover!!!(really like the papers i wrote), 3 girls in my dormitory will take the IELTS this Saturday! so they force me to turn off my computer before mid-night~ this cause i have no time to accomplish my papers~ gosh~~ gosh~~ oh gosh~~~

time for homework is killing me~~ time for missing is killing me~~ time for whatever is killing me