well those days i find myself have a bad sense to live alive~ I have lost all my enthusiasm of life...

i think death maybe a better way for me than keep alive~

but i know i should not have get this opinion... that still so hard for me.....

well~ i really do not know why my english teacher(Ma) always give me a low mark on my composition; but today I know the turth---------she can not understand, use,and know the words and grammar what I have adopted in my article!

 

The world is tooooooooooooooo small~ that makes her 2 students met!If you read my formerly blog you may find that I have mentioned I am studying PETS III, and what make things more interesting is my teacher called MR.GUO who teach me PETS is also a students of MS.MA who is my classmaster!  about a week ago~ when I attended PETS cause I said that my classmaster always said there were so much grammar which a student from senior school have never learned and I always used the word which are not used frequently. while I said this MR.GUO laughed, said your teacher is really a 棒槌 （how do we often say it in English?）what she knew is just nothing! Because a teacher from University must have much more knowledge than that from a senior school so I believe in MR.GUO!! and he admited me bring my article and give it to him, to see if there were soooo much faults.

  

Well so, I brought my article to MR.GUO today, to my surprise there were only 3 faults! The full mark of an composition is 30 but she just give me 5!  Terrible isn't it?!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

也许！
因为起步的那一瞬间就明白不会再走第二次

所以，
不管结果会怎样
不管脚印里留着怎样的记忆
我都不会后悔
我曾做出的选择……

 

就算！

我流着甜到哀伤的泪
我也心甘情愿相信着这样的真理：

宁愿微笑着流泪面对，也不会哀伤的哭泣，说着I am regret doing that!

 

我会坚强的走下去，因为有很多关心，爱护我的人在支持着我！谢谢你们！

"why life are like this" I asked myself several times. As we all know bron, oldness, illness,and death is a process of our whole life, however when the fortunate occured to me I still fond it was all of a sudden.

 

I don't know how to discrib my expression, and I could not feel nothing but grievous and sad.There was no omen at all, why it come so quickly? Yet I have still though it was a vicious dream. Just 2 hours! what happened in such a short time?!  Myocardial infarction deprived the life of my grandma... We have not got ready for receiving it, why she gose so quickly and without any words?! How could I put up with this?!

Our test have been concluded~~finally~~~  this is why i am being happy today~~

 

do not know what to do, so just keep on a blog~~  well, before we had english exam, the monitor asked me if I would lent  my moible phone to him; I lent it ,but it was confiscated by the classmaster,for my monitor used it to sent text when the exam was being. but our teacher didn't take offens with me, because i didn't know the monitor would sent the answer to others student. Hsiao also asked me to lent him my moible phone today, but this wasn't have the same reason. Hsiao asked me for it,because he wanted to transfer the texts, he had had got, to my SIM card; for he wanted to buy a new moible phone, and thought those texts were very important. I laughed when I heard that he said, and I have being fond save text is a stupid thing,and I have never got the habit.

 

 

 

 

 这是今年冬天收到的第一件gift~~~（不过真的有点舍不得用~~放在脚上....可惜啊~Hsiao, thank U ）

 

Well~~ by the way~~ Since I have come here, so show you another picture. Appared as following,  This a view of sun-set out off my bedroom window~ really beautiful isn't it?~ (卧室窗外的日落)

 

 

 

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第1条留言	Iris 发一个看看成功否~~ http://iris-land.spaces.live.com/ [2006-11-15 0:04:41]

Feeling better today,but I still find I cannot fall asleep easilly, so I start to write my blog now.

 

Well~~~ It happans on my way home after school by car, because of to offer my seat to a little girl，I have almost been threw down when the bus is passing the extreme turns. Fortunately, Hsiao is beside me,supporting me. But, he holds my waist. (well~~ Hsiao! you occupies me 便宜！)

 

I have been thinking VERY VERY HARD those days, trying to get an idea

into my head for the name of "qd.sleepya"
well!!!! I finally kown who he is now!!!! ---------------丁一！haha~

If you read my previous entries, you probably would know that I"ve been stressed, and bad mood, and feeling overwhelmed.Bad days happen to the best of me. Days where I just wake up in a really bad mood. Where something (or nothing) has made me unhappy, sad, frustrated, disappointed, whatever. well~~everything where I know up front that “Iris! this is going to suck”. So of course, now I'm sick. :(  During the day is okay, but night has been difficult, I cannot sleep well at night during this week.

What do you do to kill time? When you're feeling tired, or you're swamped with work or study, you probably would watch TV, get on internet, or read to relax once you get home.Now, there is nothing that requires "doing" interests me, I've found lately I'm even too tired to do all things come to me. Everytime I come home, the only thing I want to do is lie down and chill....

 

Maybe I should go see a doctor? I will see how I do tonight.